Kieren, AU

[stillplaysball]

Soulmate!verse: Everyone has one, a name that appears like a tattoo one day. The person who's supposed to be your soulmate. Some people find theirs. Most don't, most settle for who's there. That name can show you things you never expected about yourself, could be someone you can't stand. The idea of belonging to someone can bring just as much pain as it can joy.

Kieren is a new transfer to BHHS, halfway through senior year. Kieren is the name on Danny's wrist. Kieren is also dead. Mostly. After a week of friendship, Kieren and Danny have just learned about the names on each other's wrists, and Danny has just learned Kieren's secret. He's still trying to process it all.


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Almost twenty-four. Okay. Five, six years age difference isn't that big a deal. He's dated lots of older guys. It definitely isn't the biggest hurdle here. He just...doesn't think about the lack of change, what that will mean for Kieren's future, just like he doesn't think about that missing three, four years or so. He assumes. "How old were you before?" It's not like the answer is going to have the biggest impact on what he does next, just...it's safer than the other questions. And regardless of all this, he still wants to know more about Kieren. They've only known each other a week. Maybe if Danny learns more, knows him better before they leave, he'll be able to figure this all out.

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[stillplaysball]

For what it's worth, Danny will always think second chances are worth it. It's so easy to screw up, and knowing that he was so close to never knowing the person that name belonged to at all...Even with everything, he can't help feeling grateful for it. Even if it isn't what he'd thought it might be. Even though thinking about it too hard makes his head hurt and his heart pound. The sheer fact that he's gotten a chance to know Kieren...that has to be worth something, and the memory of those not-quite-scars on Kieren's arms keeps him remembering that. That he was so very close to never having this at all.

"Gonna hold you to that this time," he says, and though there are shadows in his eyes when he looks back at Kieren, his smile is real. Maybe with that, they can keep being friends. Maybe he can pretend just as well as Kieren that everything is normal and fine. He wants to do more, really, he just...doesn't know if he can. Not yet.

((ooc: Man, this is gonna be complicated. I really like them together, though. It's nice having Danny not be the shy one for once. I'd def be interested in continuing things with them after this scene if you are!))

[partiallydead]

There is a brief flicker of something sad in Kieren's eyes when he looks over at Danny, but he soon returns the smile. He can't believe that smile is directed towards him. Someone Danny's only known for a week. Someone that's unnatural and will always be on the fringe of society.

He gives Danny's hand a squeeze, unaware that the warmth from his friend's hand has warmed up his own. "I'll show you, promise."

(ooc: I really like the slow buildup these two are getting so far, they certainly have a lot to work through and a lot of potential! I'm all aboard doing more scenes after this.)

[stillplaysball]

That promise warms something in him, loosens something tight in his chest as he breathes, salt air cool on his lips. A promise means something, means that this isn't the last time. Kieren will bring his sketchbook on Monday, and Danny will have the whole story, or at least a part of it, and they can be friends. This can be just that, because anything more would be complicated enough even if Kieren weren't...what Danny's pretty sure he is. The ink on their arms doesn't have to mean anything more than a bond, and a bond can be anything they want it to be.

He notices the warmth of Kieren's hand like he notices the sadness in that smile, and makes himself a silent promise to not add to the latter if it's the last thing he does. Kieren doesn't need more of that, and Danny doesn't want to be the cause. "Promises are important, you know. No going back on it." He pauses, carefully thinking, then adds something else. "You know, any time you wanna come back out here, let me know. You're always welcome. This cove is almost always deserted, so you don't have to worry. If you want somewhere to go, you know?" Where he doesn't have to pretend.

((I'm all about the slow build, makes things more interesting and realistic, and they've got a lot to figure out for sure. Let me know what you think you'd like to hit on next?))

Life got busy again D:

[partiallydead]

"I made a promise to my friend, Amy, that I'd make friend here," Kieren admits almost shyly. "I didn't think much about it, she's bossy, but... It did make me think. Sometimes it feels I'm not ready for new friends but I suppose that's me being nervous."

Kieren looks away, off at the scenery right in front of them. "I know. I just might take you up on that offer."

(ooc: Hmm, we could have Danny dig up some info about the zombie stuff. Kieren hasn't really told him that before, when he initially rose, he was violent. He had killed people. It's definitely something Kieren still struggles with.)